Feena's FetishFairyBlog

Waaaaah I just came back from downtown … the following things happened:

1. My portfolio has R.O.C.K.E.D. at university … I didn’t meet any of the requirements for application (photo? stamps for the answer mail? these and that forms?) but they do WANT me :D Final test in july but it will be laughable … then I’ll get my university place for media design :D

2. I met an old friend from cologne, he suddenly lives here too and is as crazy about photography as me and we will do LOTS of fetish porn ideas, that means LOTS of pictures for you <3 HAHA I’m so curious :D

3. He works at Saturn (large German electronics store) and can help me to get items for their purchase price, like my brand new Invaders Must Die Ltd. Box from The Prodigy with 5 x coloured 7″ vinyls and DVD and stencils etc. :D :D *lol* It’s sooooo HORNY, best album 2009!

4. Had New Zealand breakfast today: Coffee + kiwis … then: was at the café with the mentioned friend and had coffee and he had kiwi ice cream … I had to help him to eat up – NZ breakfast the 2nd :D

5. Just MWAAAAH :D

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• Listening to: The Prodigy - Invaders Must Die
• Mood: squirrelly

Many years have passed since I first saw these boots: Transparent plateau, transparent heel and transparent up to the knee! <3 I can’t remember where, but they were too expensive for me back then, so I bought “Cinderella” mules only. In the summer of 2007, it was the Amphi Festival, I found them as sale items at a fashion dealer’s stand. I wanted to try them right on, but they only had them in a size too small … I left sadly :( But now, some days ago, Germany’s leading Gothic & Medieval online store, Lost Legends, decided to sponsor me with a pair of these! WAAAAH, thaaank you! =D

Aaaand I’ve just ordered my first own ballet shoes! Don’t know why, but I think these look best as ankle boots. Plus, only ankle boots are available with padlocks … which are just decoration, but let’s see what I can do about it! ;) The last time I tried such shoes on, they didn’t seem to be as difficult to wear as other girls found them to be. Looking forward to some serious heel training now!

New perfume: Jil Sander Style … another a long awaited wish, elegant fragrance for days without sun ;)

Ahhhh it arrived today! Okay it’s a photographic lens, but what is all the fuss about it? It’s neither very expensive nor does it allow taking detailed pics of the neighbours in their bedrooms. I will show you the image quality und unsharp effects:

This lens is highly addictive and multiplies the fun of photography by 200 ;) It’s available from most camera manufacturers for very low money (around 100€) and strongly recommended for everybody owning a digital SLR camera.

Feenz

• Mood: impressed *.*

I was on my way through the precinct to meet someone. Suddenly, from the corner of my eye, I realized that there was a shop window with some old cameras lurking in it. :) After standing in front of this pawnshop for several minutes with open mouth, I went in. How could I not notice this shop for years!?

Inside, I liked the following statements by the owner best:
“I know circular polarizers are very expensive, but I sell them for 5€.”
“I don’t have such filters in 52mm, but I give you this adapter for 55mm and here is a filter.”
“You need a protection case for that … *unpacks something new* here you go!”
“All electronic flashes 5€ each!”

At the end I had 1. my filter + 2. free adaptor + 3. old 6×6 camera + 4. light meter for only 20€!! The pawnbroker didn’t sell me a flash yet because he found the one I’ve chosen too dirty and wanted to clean it first *lol*

Way cooooool shop :D

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Sunday. I was happy to get four hours of sleep *lol* … before going to bed, Alexx was joking because he hadn’t to get up early for work. But I had to, to present another Blackstyle outfit on the fair. This time it was a pretol-coloured catsuit with mask and torpedo tits (a new option for their catsuits). It’s designer Anja was so proud of her creation, and even more proud when I told her how many compliments I got for this outfit! =) Shortly before the fair was ending, I left with my friend Claudia and Karen of Rubber 55 for catwalk rehearsals at the Matrix.

Sunday evening. At the venue – we were hungry, time to hunt some pizza. I ordered a salami pizza (”So you want a Kentucky? – I dont care how you call it!” and “Deliver to Matrix, backstage – Matrix club? Backstage? – Yeah trust me, just do it!”) and a cup of ice cream for us – typical model food. After our dinner, Karen, Claudia and I worked out our show until it worked for us. Then we went backstage again, started drinking and talked with Cassandra and other slowly arriving colleagues. After lots of waiting and already booming beats from the dancefloor, suddenly René – the guy in charge – arrived and told Karen that she has just won the “Best Fetish Design” award! Yaaaay! :D We three were so full of adrenaline and endorphine! Then the fashion shows started at half past eleven. It was our turn at around twelve and it almost worked like planned. We had a little timing mistake but successfully improvised to still make it look perfect in that way. ;) Ouuuh, I stood center front on the catwalk with my tits out :D *mwahaha*

Yeah, finished the show, we grabbed our friends backstage and went to the dancefloors. There was a closed lounge area and we asked the barkeeper if we could have it. “No, for GFB staff only. – *showing my pass* – Oh, yes, of course you can!” :D We turned out very horny that evening and danced and rubbed against each other in latex! ;D Last year we invented our game of throwing ice cubes into each other’s neckline, but this time we had catsuits on (or no top at all like me :D) and decided to play licking drinks off each other’s bodies instead! ;) However, we went to our hotels relatively early, at half past two after an extremely cool but exhausting extended weekend full of travel, party and modelling :)

Monday. Alexx drove me home after meeting a friend of mine for a sunny brunch in a street café at Häckescher Markt … =)

Now I’m looking forward to German Fetish Ball Weekend 2010 iiiin beautiful Hamburg!

Feenz

Hey people! :) I’m back from Heilbronn, where I was shooting for the upcoming PVC fetish site Plastilicious.com – which is still under development now, so please bookmark if you like translucent plastic clothes ;)

Besides of that, we had lots of party, BBQ and pinball. Directly after being invited by the photographer I broke his highscore! ;D I even got a new dress which we decided to take a picture of right away. I’m strongly considering to wear it on the school prom ;)

For you Battlestar Galactica fans: Some weeks ago I told the photographer that I wanted a Basestar made of plush. Just because that sounded totally senseless and funny. :D The very next day he told me that he already got the material laying around, few days later that it was finished – haha, sure! :D Before the shoot we phoned and he spoke about the Basestar again. He noticed that I still wasn’t believing it and announced that he will send a photograph of it in a few minutes. I heard how he was actually asking his girlfriend where she put the picture … she really answered and told him that she isn’t going to sew a starship again! At this moment I considered that he maybe wasn’t joking …

I’m now sleeping with a huge, deadly and very cuddly Cylon mothership in my bed! ^.^

Feenz

Something strange happened the last days^^

I bought a latex catsuit from Ebay, extremely cheap. Normally “Ebay” + “cheap” = gruesome Chinese copies of garments. But the seller advertised with high quality pics from a known fetish photographer and warned these Chinese copiers not to steal his pics and use them for selling junk instead of his quality garments … hummm ;) So I ordered. He delivered VERY quickly; even offered to deliver it in person, because he lives in a suburb of Braunschweig, my city :D

But when I tried it on, the fitting was not the best … or my legs just too long? Additionally it wasn’t powdered and sticked together, producing permanent wrinkles :( And it had glue remnants on the surface. Therefore nothing to show, sorry. I wanted to return it and they immediately offered to pick that suit up. :) Today the guy came and agreed that it’s quality isn’t okay and he has already done something about it. He then showed me another catsuit he had with him … Perfectly glued seams, powdered and so on! O.O Sadly it would still not fit. But he offered me to make a catsuit to measure for just 20€ extra :D (Still very-very cheap in total!)

As he left my flat, he saw my plateau boots and wondered if I do fetish parties or so. I answered him that I model and he promptly told me of new unusual garments that will come soon and asked me if I could work for him ;) We agreed that we’ll stay in touch. Yay!

Folks, very extraordinary latex clothes are coming for the fetish scene ;) MUHAHAHA …

Feenz

Sorry for the delay :( But I have a good excuse: It’s only 1.5 weeks until my A-level (Abitur) tests and I’m studying like crazy. Or at least I try to. It’s very difficult to concentrate on something if you feel the least motivation EVER.

In meantime another cool Polaroid instant camera arrived (Model SLR 680 – please donate type 600 film packs ;) ) but I haven’t the time to go out and take pictures :( I also moved all planned shoots and modelling to May and June. So the promised pictures of my new hair color are totally purposive:

But in meanwhile Ingo Sommer finished another great shot from our photo session… *moooo* ;D

I wish everybody happy Easter holidays!!

Feenz

Helloooow…

What’s the news? Recently I sent in my Nikon D100 DSLR to the Nikon service because I wanted this firmware update which adds some nice features. And my 28-80 zoom needed a check because there was something rattling inside. Two days later the technician called me up and told me that the zoom lens was totally f*cked up … but he will send me the newer model of the lens for nothing! Now look at that: Camera like new and lens actually new for 0 Euros ;P Maybe I don’t switch to Canon as soon as I planned ;) I can’t believe it …

Aaaand: My Polaroid Image System E has arrived together with a film pack (it needs these wide Spectra/Image/1200/990 packs) … time to have some artistic fun ;)

As if this wasn’t enough, I went to the hairdresser’s today. Gotta see this, there’s finally the touch of blonde in my hair which was planned since half a year ;) I’ll show you within the next couple of days together with a few Pola shots!! :)

Feenz

Last week I fetched my Westward Bound order from the post office: A frilled dress and matching knee socks! It’s not clearly a maid dress but nevertheless looks very cute and submissive ;)

Then, on Saturday, I went to Ingo Sommer with the dress and we took some awesome photos!

Here’s the first!

Feenz