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Ok guys, let’s face it: There really are a few huuuge idiots among all the shallow fetish people. They represent themselves as insiders or simply “stars”, sometimes get photoshoots they obtained by kissing someone’s ass – being entitled as “models” then – and attack other members of the scene as a hobby. These attacks can be rumours (”XY will cause you trouble”) , they can be blackmails (”do it or I’ll ruin your reputation”), scattered misinformations (”the party/fair you planned to attend has been cancelled”) or they try to set up people to each other (”XY says about you: …”). That’s nothing new, already happened to many people several times, including me.

And here comes the extraordinary part … almost everybody knows about these people and their legal problems. However, they still find some victims! For example: Model Z (that’s not me!) knows about this person, she has heard about that evil acts many times, from her own friends. Model Z happens to gets this person’s attention and lots of compliments, which are of course dishonest. Furthermore, there are promises – this person wants to help Z with her carreer! Blah blah blah… Sadly, our person has no private life, only the pretended role as an important guy in the scene (sometimes with added female fantasies *lol*), but luckily the model cares for him and calls him cute names. Blah blah.

Then it happens, our model suddenly gets trouble by the poor person. How could he! He lied at her and talked behind her back!! No wait, she knew about this behaviour all the time … but why didn’t she care!? That’s MY question! At least the poor person still has models K, L, M, N, O, P and Q. Funnily, he never has model friends for longer periods of time … just why? :P

This and the superficiality of most fetish people at parties (at party: “Heeeey babeeeyyyy, how are youuu?”, after party they practise ignorance) forces me to retire from the scene, at least for some time :) That’s sad, because it could be so much fun, if something didn’t went terribly wrong. Maybe you still meet me at work and then being drunk with my real friends in the backstage, talking shit about these idiots. ;)

THINK ABOUT YOUR SCENE!

The reason for writing this article is another article in a danish latex blog. It seems to have gained great popularity among the fetish people, but I think it’s contents are misleading! The writer presented his who-is-who of the fetish scene on twitter; which consisted of some celebrities (beautiful, but non-important persons) or even people who are claimed to be models or important to the scene, but are neither of them. In my opinion it’s not good to raise some people to VIP (= more important than the rest) because they are well known, mostly due to self-marketing. Some even only talk a lot to models and nothing else *lol*

When I criticised this on twitter some people thought I felt jealous since I wasn’t on the list, but that’s not true. And because one shouldn’t just criticise, but make it better: Here comes my “REAL Fetish Scene Who-is-Who” on twitter! :)

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Hoi!

Today the Cylon baseship brought a huuuge and heavy package :D But see for yourselves, I was able to take photos of the happening:

Many thanks to my fan Max from Austria for 3 kg of jelly cherries and 3 kg of jelly smurfs! *bounce* I wonder how long they will last … ;)

Feenz

Cleaning up my Youtube favs has revealed this totally awesome little short clip by Rubber55! :D They are the cutest people I’ve ever worked for <3

Well, it’s from 2007. But I’m sure that there are still inidivuals who haven’t seen it yet ;)

Feenz

I’ve decided that here’s too much blah and not enough lookie in this blog. I’ve changed that by writing “old” blog entries about photo shoots in the past, by removing unneccessary texts and some added pics to existing entries. I hope … no, I know you will like it.

You can find the new old entries in the year 2008 ;)

Feenz

• Mood: sedulous
• Otherwise: having a chili soup

I’m coming right from my A-levels school prom and writing from my bed. I’ve been drinking eight glasses of champagne but am not drunk… strange. ;) It was sooo terrific to see all the friends, people and teachers again, many of them probably for the last time, even if we all have sworn to stay in contact. Girls were beautifully styled and  wearing fancy ball gowns, most guys came in suits. The event began with a memorial picture of all graduates and the handover ceremony. After several speeches everybody was seperartly called and given his or her diploma with an applause. Then we left for the party. And I did wear a black ball dress instead of the planned latex dress … didn’t manage to glue in a zipper in time, while not-wanting to go in this absolute hobble dress. ;) But everbody has heard from that plan and was awaiting this dress … sorry! :(

They transformed the grammar school (which is in fact a huge old 3rd Reich building) into a spacious, high-class dance club and a large terrace with free BBQ and live music! It was sooo awesome. The dance floor inside was in a huge, white room, decorated with stucco all over, the light was dimmed and they even managed to organize white lounge furniture! :) Another lounge was located outside between pillars, which were 15 metres in height and very dramatically lit … this wasn’t my school but a very exclusive location, solely arranged for this night! *sigh* Luckily, some local photographers took memorial pictures of us all the time ;) We danced until 4 o’clock …

It was also a strange feeling to see the room again you got to know as your new class room “only” about 3 years ago, to notice all the old things again, even the postcard a classmate taped onto a wall to “beautify” the room, and remember them as it was yesterday! Back then, we were the newcomers at school and looked up to the graduates … I used the chance to smoke a ciggie in this room where everything started and took a little souvenir with me ;)

I will never forget this wonderful time … 67th graduates forever! ;)

Feenz

PS: I want to thank everybody of my school who reads this for the compliments about my dress and makeup :) And thanks for the pics.

• Listening to: Men at Work - Land Down Under
• Mood: enraptured

Waaaaah I just came back from downtown … the following things happened:

1. My portfolio has R.O.C.K.E.D. at university … I didn’t meet any of the requirements for application (photo? stamps for the answer mail? these and that forms?) but they do WANT me :D Final test in july but it will be laughable … then I’ll get my university place for media design :D

2. I met an old friend from cologne, he suddenly lives here too and is as crazy about photography as me and we will do LOTS of fetish porn ideas, that means LOTS of pictures for you <3 HAHA I’m so curious :D

3. He works at Saturn (large German electronics store) and can help me to get items for their purchase price, like my brand new Invaders Must Die Ltd. Box from The Prodigy with 5 x coloured 7″ vinyls and DVD and stencils etc. :D :D *lol* It’s sooooo HORNY, best album 2009!

4. Had New Zealand breakfast today: Coffee + kiwis … then: was at the café with the mentioned friend and had coffee and he had kiwi ice cream … I had to help him to eat up – NZ breakfast the 2nd :D

5. Just MWAAAAH :D

Feenz

• Listening to: The Prodigy - Invaders Must Die
• Mood: squirrelly

Ahhhh it arrived today! Okay it’s a photographic lens, but what is all the fuss about it? It’s neither very expensive nor does it allow taking detailed pics of the neighbours in their bedrooms. I will show you the image quality und unsharp effects:

This lens is highly addictive and multiplies the fun of photography by 200 ;) It’s available from most camera manufacturers for very low money (around 100€) and strongly recommended for everybody owning a digital SLR camera.

Feenz

• Mood: impressed *.*

Strange things are going on at Twitter. It seems that the [now defunct] account of Fetish Evolution — a fetish party here in Germany — has been hacked by someone and was used to heavily insult models, photographers and party organizers of the local fetish scene. Luckily they created a new account only a few days after noticing.

But yesterday it probably happended for the second time: The hacker seems to have access to the new account as well and People are insulted [1] [2] once again. (I didn’t notice it immediately and tried to argument against these Tweets *lol*) I wonder who is behind of all this because he’s seriously destroying the FE’s (already not very good) reputation :( I suggest that you don’t take the Tweets from this account seriously.

Feenz

Hello fans :D I’m back from German Fetish Ball and it was the greatest GFB weekend E.V.E.R. :) But let’s start from the beginning…

Friday. Alexx and me arrived in the early evening and after checking in, we went straight to Hühnerhaus (a chicken grill in Berlin-Kreuzberg). I already had the briefing for Blackstyle on our way to Berlin by phone. Now the first party was waiting for us, Kinky Cocktails at the Fetish Fair’s basement bar. We arrived too early, when almost nobody was there (except for cute Marie Kalista and her friend). The menu was pricy and variety was limited, but nevertheless at the end we made as many acquaintances as we met old friends, that’s the main thing! :D We left for the hotel at three o’clock, much later as we planned to.

Saturday. Day one of the Fetish Fair began with a quest for coffee. But we decided to go right to the venue, the Spannwerk, because I had to be at the Blackstyle stand there at eleven. Luckily the Blackstyle people were not ready yet, so I had enough time to get my coffee and a croissant, before trying on the outfit. :) I was told to model the first(!) outfit made of 4D latex in the brand new colour Petrol on the whole planet … whoaaaaaaaaa!! (<– my reaction) … it consisted of black leggings and corset, a petrol-coloured top and a skirt on the same colour, which looks almost like blue, but would slightly shimmer turquiose when hit by a beam of light! :) The outfit was well accepted as I walked around and exhibited it, while reaching Gummibären (literal “rubber bears”, jelly babies, not condoms! :D) to the visitors. When it was closing time, Alexx and I went to finally get something for dinner and watch the DFB Cup soccer finale. My favourite club Werder Bremen won 1:0 against Bayer Leverkusen, yesssss, Werdeeeer, ohoouoh!!! :D :D :D Aaand… back to the hotel.

Still saturday. But ten o’clock, back in the hotel room. I was laying on my bed while considering if I should go to the Fetish Guerilla Revolution party at Kitkat Club … difficult, because soooo many people asked if they would meet me there and I was soooo tired! I decided to simply put a catsuit and comfy 12cm platform boots on and planned to leave early. I was right, because it was early on sunday (:D) when I left an impressive party with many of my friends, tasty drinks, good talks, interesting new people and veeery cool music! ;D

Feenz